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To Serve and Collect
By Jeff Lawrence

From Sad Mag issue 7/8.

Ron Dutton glides over his bedroom floor and slides open a wood panel with the elegant precision of Vanna White revealing a vowel on Wheel Of Fortune. Light floods the shelves to illuminate the most comprehensive library of Vancouver queer history available in the city, contained within his home on Harwood Street in the West End.

An alphabetized, time-sorted collection of books, magazines, videotapes, oversize posters, and photographs, all chronicling this city’s LGBT history from the mid-century onward, lead me to believe Dutton is much more of an Alex Trebek.

Within seconds he pulls up a file on Vancouver’s gay clubs, then flips through some photographs of The Castle pub from the ’70s—the decade in which the archives were born. As a young gay man in a time of great political transformation, Dutton found his calling.

“It was a very interesting time in that the civil rights movement in the States had been going on for 30 years, the women’s movement for 20 years, and there was this huge sense that the world was in transition,” he says. “Everybody was protesting, taking up activist roles. They were busily doing the work of transforming society and there was nobody who was documenting this, and of course as an archivist and a librarian, it’s my trade.”

Since then, he’s stashed away everything LGBT-related he can get his hands on, from the first half of the century—when even a sliver of information about gays was extremely hard to come by—to today.

“My job has been twofold: to document that social change as it occurs, and secondly, to recover the history of gays and lesbians going back to the beginning of this province,” he says.

That history, when compared to other parts of Canada, is as different as the geography across this country.

“Historically, Vancouver has been much more laissez-faire in terms of marginalized people than has been the case in say, Toronto, where to this very day the relationship between the gay community and the police has been poisonous,” he says.

That wasn’t the case in here, Dutton explains. Once a frontier, wooden-shack town with brothels on every block, “There was a tacit agreement between the city’s fathers, the police department, and the gay community that if people don’t get too outrageous and don’t rock the boat, everyone will prosper from this.

“We were pretty oppressed, but less so. That really goes back to the founding of Vancouver.”

According to Dutton, documenting social change is important ammunition against the possible recurrence of past injustices and violence. “We have gained a measure of freedom, but we have to guard against it being taken away from us through our own inattention or our own complacency,” Dutton cautions. “There isn’t the level of activism there was in the 1970s. However, many of the rights have been gained and it’s a mop-up operation now.”

The archives, he hopes, will remind people today and future generations about what has been achieved, and where we’ve come from. Despite the freedoms we enjoy today, Ron Dutton and his archives are a reminder of why LGBT activism remains more important than ever.

Denis, Everyone
By Dave Deveau

From Sad Mag issue 7/8.

The first time I met Denis Simpson, I happened to be wearing an ironic T-shirt that read “Raised on Canadian TV” and was emblazoned with a picture of Polkaroo from the famed Canadian children’s series Polka Dot Door. Denis, a renowned performer, hosted the show for the bulk of my childhood. That hipsters wear shirts depicting a character from a show he hosted shows the significance Denis had within the arts community. As a performer, he inhabited multiple, often contradictory worlds: children’s entertainment as the host of Polka Dot Door; adult contemporary music as the original bass singer in The Nylons; theatre, in which he produced overtly queer and sexy work (his solo show Denis, Anyone? had tremendous success at Arts Club); musicals aplenty; and even news programming (who can forget his stint as the Live Eye Guy on CityTV?).

Call it coincidence that when I first had the chance to pick the brain of this legendary Canadian entertainer, I was sporting the iconic image he was so closely associated with. But as we continued working together, I wore it to every one of our coffee dates and meetings to see if he’d notice. I spent my youth watching his smiling face, and wanted to acknowledge the effect he’d had on who I became. But how do you actually say that without becoming a bumbling fanatic?

Denis was a very public presence whose contributions to charitable organizations entrenched him as one of Canada’s queer crown jewels. His work as a community member continues to inspire queers and artists alike: Despite the numerous trials he faced in life, Denis was the utmost believer in gratitude. Ever gracious and graceful, Denis took many a wayward theatre fag under his wing and gave his time generously, relaying stories about a gay Vancouver that had changed drastically since his first West Coast foray in the 80s. Despite being a big name, especially in the local theatre scene, Denis always made time for anyone and everyone who needed it.

Though his passing last year left an open wound in both the queer and arts communities, Denis leaves behind his perseverance, dedication and open-heartedness. From the babyfag seeing his first instance of cross-dressing in an early Christmas pantomime to the theatre veteran telling a joke that makes the tallest man in the room throw his head back and guffaw, Denis is remembered by many as someone who knew how to create community. He was community. And the countless stories he told over coffee, under the polite supervision of Polkaroo on my T-shirt, will not soon be forgotten.

Megaphone, Vancouver’ street paper, has republished an article from Sad Mag‘s Queer History Issue. The article, Tough in Transit by Daniel Zomparelli, follows Charlize Gordon and Suzanne Kilroy as they navigate gender and sexuality in one of Vancouver’s toughest neighbourhoods.

Sean Condon, Megaphone‘s Executive Director, had this to say on the magazine’s website:

The Downtown Eastside may be home to our city’s most marginalized residents, but that doesn’t mean it’s always accepting of people who live on the fringes. Just ask Charlize Gordon and Suzanne Kilroy.

Charlize, a recently-transgendered woman, and Suzanne, who’s two-spirited, have bravely faced down myriad challenges ranging from simple homophobia to physical abuse while finding their places as proud members of the DTES’s LGBTQ community. The diverse social makeup of today’s DTES owes much to the struggles and triumphs of people like Charlize and Suzanne, as uncovered in this story from Sad Mag’s Queer History issue.

You can buy the issue now from one of Megaphone‘s vendors for a suggested donation of $2.

Rainbow Reels
By Esther Tung

From Sad Mag issue 7/8.

Just before the rise of AIDS, Canada’s—and possibly the world’s—first gay and lesbian cable-access show, Gayblevision, thrived on West End Cable 10. Anyone with enthusiasm and an idea could create or contribute to the hour-long show, which aired weekly from 1980 to 1986. The production team was willing to train and develop new, inexperienced talent, and there’s no doubt that the show’s accessibility contributed to its longevity.

One of the co-founders of Gayblevision, Mary Anne McEwen, was a UBC alumnus who was booted from her sorority in 1965 for being a lesbian. When Gayblevision was first established, McEwan, who had a half-decade stint as Creative Director of Creative House, was the only staff member who had any experience working in media. McEwen passed away earlier this year, but she spoke about putting together Gayblevision at the 2010 Vancouver Queer Film Festival, where select episodes of the groundbreaking program were screened.

The first episode of Gayblevision captured the opening of the infamous Hamburger Mary, a gay-friendly burger joint that was one of the first establishments to open along Davie Street in 1979, and is still open today. Other notable segments include an interview with out-of-the-closet American playwright Tennessee Williams, as well as a documentary on another popular gay venue of the time, a shady bar called Vanport.

Gayblevision once held a dear place in the heart of the ’80s queer community, and it is one of many genesis stories of Vancouver’s queer culture.

Illustration: Monika Koch.

Editor’s note:  Gayblevision is archived at VIVO Media Arts. Thank you to the helpful staff for their assistance with this article.

Photo by Jonathan Spooner

Sad Mag: Who are you?

Monika Koch: I’m a puppy tamer and a scorpion fighter.

SM: What do you do?

MK: I make things. I make things look nice. I ride my bike, usually fast. I sleep when I have no other choice.

SM: How did you become a designer?

MK: I was one of those kids who was constantly commissioned by peers to draw cartoon characters in return for snacks in elementary school. Thankfully, I am no longer paid in snacks, because the lightning-quick metabolism is gone and I can’t pay rent in snacks. My pursuit of design as a grownup must have been ignited with my decision not to go to art school.

After about a year of university, the need to create became unbearable. Sadly for my GPA, from then on I committed myself to nurturing my skill in every way I saw fit. Design came as a natural outlet- my dad taught industrial design, and I grew up fiddling with Adobe software. I freelanced and stayed sharp with illustration and personal projects. Somehow I managed to graduate, and kept at the freelance thing. My best friend, also a freelancing designer at the time, saw me through that period and I couldn’t ever thank him enough for his support and the inspiration to just do what I love.

SM: Where do you live?

MK: Mount Pleasant.

SM: What’s your Halloween costume?

MK: I’m not telling. Not because I’m waiting for my brilliance to save me at the last minute.

SM: Favourite magazines?

MK: ACNE Paper, Circus, S, and Interview.

SM: What are you excited about for fall?

MK: As a New Englander, I am excited for colder temperatures and anything that resembles that kind of autumn, even for a day or two. This year’s has been beautiful, though. Mostly I just want to wear more clothing, look like I dropped out of Sartorialist and feel cold air on my cheeks.

Sad Mag presents: The Queer Cul­tural Awards and Show

The Cobalt (917 Main St)

8:00PM-1:00AM

Advance tick­ets $6, at the door $8

Full details on Face­book.

Artist Rob Fougere graces the cover of Sad Mag’s Issue 6.  Here’s a preview of Michelle Reid’s article, in which Rob discusses the logistics of repurposing vintage photography. Get a copy in print at the Anza Club tonight!

“I try not to take credit for photos I didn’t take. I’ll certainly take credit for printing a found negative, because I’m making choices about how to print the negative, and I feel that’s fair, but I’ll credit it to ‘unknown photographer’ or ‘found negative.’” Throughout the conversation he re- turns to the importance of making art public, and says, “I like to think that some of the original photographers, especially the photojournalists, would be proud to have their photos hanging in a gallery.”

-Michelle Reid

Photographs: Eric Thompson

Check out a sneak peek of this Issue 6 article by Kristina Campbell, in which she discusses manual labour with Carolyn Bramble and Kate Braid.

Bramble’s success in her trade is partly thanks to trailblazing tradeswomen like Vancouverite Kate Braid. When Braid found herself working as a labourer in 1977, she was one of just a handful of BC women in similar positions; she went on to become a rare female journey carpenter.

Over and over again, the biggest difficulty she faced on the job site was fitting in as a ‘man’ among men, Braid says. She became adept at discouraging the damning damsel treatment.

“Some guys will try and carry your lumber for you,” she says. “They’re actually trying to be helpful in the only role they know. So one of the first things you have to do is make it clear that ‘I’m here as an equal.”

-Kristina Campbell

Photography: Brandon Gaukel

Issue 6 of Sad Mag is fast approaching! Until the release party this Thursday, read an excerpt from Kaitlin McNabb’s article on the Chinatown Casino.

In between the discount T-shirt store and sparse strip mall in Chinatown is an abandoned building once ripe with insurance bureaus. The doors are barred, the windows are papered and graffitied, and the fragrant musk of regret lingers at each entrance. But above the cracked plastic awning hangs a worn neon sign. Its colour, slightly faded, still glimmers. Its relaxed, scrawled lettering seems the epitome of a good time—Chinatown Casino Third Floor.

-Kaitlin McNabb

Photography: Krista Jahnke

Ryan Beil talks about life as an actor in Sad Mag‘s upcoming Issue 6 but you’ll have to wait until the launch party to see Monika Koch’s accompanying illustration. Here’s a sneak peek in the mean time:

Any opportunity to act is one Beil will happily take—with the exception of commercial characters that people will hate. “It was a spiced rum commercial, a classic ‘I’m a funny guy and I say something and then beautiful women are everywhere going woo!’” he explains. “It was just embarrassing, but at the same time, if MTV wanted to pay me ten million dollars to do the next American Pie movie, I would drop my pants. Life’s situational.”

– Rebecca Slaven

Photographs: Tina Krueger-Kulic

Members of the Chor Leoni Men’s Choir will be giving a special performance at the release of Sad Mag‘s Issue 6! Check out a sneak peek of this article, in which the choir’s Director of Communications, Bruce Hoffman chats with Daniel Zomparelli.

“We’re a classical choir that is focused first on the art and the music: sexuality doesn’t come into play,” Hoffman says. Masculinity finds a new space in the men’s choir: strong, powerful voices and hard work make a great candidate for the ensemble. “I think that any man that is comfortable enough to sing is pretty comfortable in their sense of who they are,” Hoffman says. “I strongly believe that it’s the way that the world should be. If men sang more often together rather than finding out ways of killing each other, the world would be a better place.”

– Daniel Zomparelli

Photographs: Tina Krueger-Kulic